Cancer Diary – Entry 5
/My surgery is still more than a month away. The surgeon’s schedule is the ‘long pole’ at this point. There have been a few appointments relative to the upcoming surgery – some additional imaging and adjustments to medication. I noticed some late blooming flowers when I went for some recent bloodwork to check the impact of the medication; it was a cheerful interlude in a cold and cloudy day…with a needle stick coming.
The surgery could have been done in a very short window if the surgeon had been available. Are all surgeon’s experiencing the pent-up demand from delayed checkups/surgeries during the height of the pandemic?
My strategy of keeping myself busy has helped me during the past month. I was away from home for over 2 weeks on a road trip to Texas and Missouri. Being outdoors in the fall foliage – hiking or mowing leaves – continued the annual rhythm of activities that I enjoy. My husband found out about the 3 days of Crane Fiesta webinars from Bosque del Apache only a week before they occurred; it was a treat to hear and see the sandhill cranes again even if it was on a screen rather than being at Bosque ourselves (see the November 20th postings on the Bosque del Apache website for a video fly out (in the AM) and a fly in (in the PM)) ; maybe we’ll be there in person next year.
And now I am anticipating my daughter making a whirlwind visit to Maryland for Thanksgiving! My husband and I are negotiating the decorating we are going to do for December. We’ll see some Christmas lights and make some day trips. My big challenge is to continue my careful weight reduction; I am hovering at the high end of ‘normal’ weight for my height…want to get to the mid-range but it is hard work! I am also on track to browse more books this year than ever before.
Emotionally – I have settled into the waiting time…more accepting of my situation….not becoming more anxious. I am consciously keeping my routine of daily activities that keep me feeling well physically and mentally (i.e. exercise, eating well, making Zentangle tiles, writing things down…and letting them go).
